Karma Will Prevail


Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Friday, May 17, 2019

My PTSD is worse than 9-11 eye witnesses'

As a scrawny child under the age of 10, i had already experienced almost on a daily basis, life-threatening domestic violence, involving
-Knife
-Cleaver
-Helmet
-Broom
-Dunken fists (despise alcohol to a t)
-Drunken kicks
-Filtheist curse words directed at me
-Desk fan
-Baskets
-Chairs
-Plates
-Bottles
-Scissors
-Shoes
-Loudest shillest diabolical voices
-Countless running for life moments
-Time and time again my folks have let me dowm (6/4/2020) : last night around 10 p.m some extreme obsecene words exchanged, father smashed a bunch of stuff loudly on the kitchen floor, raw fish included, kitchen smells fishy, his voice demonic as could be, mom screamed and shrieked for a whole hour, her voice is very damaged, neighbor knocked on door, i hid in my little room the whole time til after midnight, petrified and severe panic attack, pondering existential points


(May 3,2021) Psychotic sister dropped a small kitten from 3rd floor to the ground, the kitten didn't die, I hate this lowlife sister with unfathomable passion, karma will not forget this